I sleep over at my aunt house yesterday. nothing is fun to me.. I know. I must be a boring kid but seriously. I don't feel close to my aunt anymore. Yesterday is because my sis wanna sleep over that why I have to accompany her. I kept fbing and twirring but connection were slow like a 'Siput Babi'!! (Broadband suck!) .. so I cant write my blog.. but nothing fun so I just let it go for one day. I start to listening to my MP3 since last nite. From Bonamana to Boom Boom... over and over and over again. that the sign. I was really bored. I have a real life crush. but he is a chinese. I saw him at a supermarket. I think he owns that supermarket. when I went to pasar malam, I saw him. chatting.. maybe with his friends. I was like... .... it would be better if he was in the same religion as me... .... don't know whut else to say... cuz I think I feel I don't interested in malay guys any longer. from my experince, I saw women around me kept crying... because their husband cheating on them.. keep girls behind their wives. that's not all.. my real life love story were not sweet.. (maybe cuz I'm not pretty as they hoped me to be..) but if i accept them as they are, they should accept me as I should be. first malay guy I have crush on when I was form 5. we're are close.(well,that whut I thought we are)... kept texting each other like a mad couple. I kept calling him when I miss him.. I even cried for him when I found that he been in accident! then the last thing I know I fight with him (because I asked him to forget my friend <his cousin!>, he wont! then we're like "broke up")... the second guy I know is from my phone. he got the "wrong number" and from that texting, he said he wants to know me better, so I said okay. (i gave it a shot! since I got nothing better to do)... we're chatting like a "real couple"... he actually "care" for me.. the next thing I know, he asked me MONEY! (OMG! WTF?! he asked me money? MY MONEY?!) then I think to myself... (Its not right. this can't be right.. I must left him.. for my own sake!).. so I changed my number.. ... and now, i only got Idol Crush where is Donghae from Super Junior!! (haha!! i always said that he was my forbidden love).. :D
end of my sad life story~
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